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To God be The Glory

Registered Date July 10, 2017 User ID regina97 Read 176
School Petra Christian University Scranton Scholarship 2017 Undergraduate Scholarship
User Name Regina Siddharta
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I thank God for the grace that He gives upon me everyday.
He is giving me chance to be The President of English Department Student Council in Petra Christian University.
I know He was with me in every process that I have been through last semester, start from the Leaders Camp, oration week, election, and else.

I was afraid at the beginning. A lot of things appeared on my mind and frightened me. However, in my daily devotion God reminded me about Moses. Exodus 4:10-12  " 10 Moses said to the Lord, “Pardon your servant, Lord. I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue.” 11 The Lord said to him, “Who gave human beings their mouths? Who makes them deaf or mute? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it not I, the Lord? 12 Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say.” " shows that in this moment I was not confident like Moses. I said " Lord, do I have to lead?"," Lord why won't you choose x?" " Lord, I won't leave my comfort zone" and many more. I bargained to God a lot because I wouldn't leave my organization, campus ministry.

But then I realized that a chance to serve Him was a grace, and I would never succeed to run from my calling. I also realized that God did not choose because I was capable but because He loved me. He loves me so that He wanted to use me. It's not because I am able, good, smart or Moses said " eloquent", but it is just because He loves and likes me despite of every flaw and weakness that I have.

I also realized that He did not look my competence because it did not matter. Not with what I have now I can stand, walk, and lead, but only with His hands and strengths. I will fail no matter how hard I try if I lean on myself. The key is not about me and how good I am, yet the key is about Him. He will help me speak and will teach me what to say and what to do. He is great!

P.S: I attached my campaign poster written my vision and the photo of me and my vice president.